WHY DO I LIKE YOU?

This is an example of Concrete or shape poetry,  poetry in which the typographical arrangement of words is as important in conveying the intended effect as the conventional elements of the poem, such as meaning of words, rhythm, rhyme and so on. It is sometimes referred to as visual poetry, a term that has evolved to have distinct meaning of its own, but which shares the distinction of being poetry in which the visual elements are as important as the text.

This is the first time I made a poem like this, so sorry if it is not that perfect but I really try me best to make it good. :)

Movie Review: PROJECT X

THE SICKEST PARTY EVER!!!!

Project X is a 2012 American comedy film directed by Nima Nourizadeh and written by Michael Bacall and Matt Drake based on a story by Bacall, and produced by director Todd Phillips. The film follows three friends—Thomas (Thomas Mann), Costa (Oliver Cooper) and J.B. (Jonathan Daniel Brown)—who plan to gain popularity by throwing a party, a plan which quickly escalates out of their control.

                                        Parents need to know that Project X, a very raunchy comedy about three high school seniors who throw a huge party that spins wildly out of control -- is packed with constant strong language ("f--k," "s--t," and much more), topless teens, sexual situations, graphic sexual innuendo, and excessive teen drinking and drug use (Ecstasy and pot). Punches are thrown, and though there's no actual fighting, the party has an increasing air of danger and violence (a flamethrower appears in the final act). The movie is funny in a shocking way, but parents will be appalled at its message: that a shy teen "needs" a huge party to break out of his shell and become a social success, regardless of the fact that the cost is thousands of dollars in damage.

              This film is not a movie to watch by everyone because of the content of it. But as a party-goer like me, I definitely enjoyed it. While I'am watching it, the only thing that I could think was "I wish I was there!" Honestly, I don't know why I chose this movie to have an review because theres a lot of movie that I like, movies that will give us moral values. The idea here is in order to gain high school popularity you need to throw the biggest and baddest party the world has ever seen. Yes, you ca't get any moral values from this movie and morelike it is full of immorality. But what I appreciate in this movie was the friendship of Thomas, Costa and JB. They didn't left each other, and even though they are totally wrecked by the situation they just enjoy and forget the problems. I can see myself and my friends to them, as a typical teenager who loves to make bad decisions just to have some fun regardless of what will happen next. :) I appreciate the movie so much because it is different from other typical movies.  Parents will hate this film, it may be their worst nightmare to happen and people may find it as a movie that influencing bad behavior will surely hate this movie. But for those people who love to have some one of a kind party will definitely appreciate this movie. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k3HmHbt1r28

This is the ultimate celebration of bad behavior. Theres a link above, you should watch it guise. And if I have given a chance to throw a party like that. You are all invited :)

Torments

      

         I found myself in the corner, leaning at the cold wall of my place. The wind furiously whipping at me. The ceiling glooms at the darkness that reminds me of my torments. Is it wrong to love you? Is this a mistake? Is it worth to ride a shotgun for? You almost consumed me baby. I don't know what to feel anymore. I thought your love will make me whole, cause your the bliss of my smile. Your promises of eternal love feed my soul to live by. I became a fan of forever because of your words, but now I'm a wall that wrecked by your vows. You choose to detached me from you because of some disputements. I thought you'll fight for our love but you just give up effortlessly on me. As I give a piece of me to you, while I'm trying to give you what I have. I never realize you we're breaking me and left me hanging on a piece of strand. While I'm trying to put the pieces back together, you were there not to fix it but you were there ripping apart mine. 


       Every morning is supposed to be another beginning but it became a battlefield to me. Another morning that I need to conquer, another day that I need to survive. Where are you now baby? I need your vows to lift me, I need your hug to calm me and I need you now to love me. I guessed I'am already done with you, but everytime I say "I'am done" I just find myself trying again. I just hope One day, you're going to wake up and notice that you should've tried because I was worth the fight.

A hug from a Mug

A hug from a Mug

It’s been a tiring day

My body’s tired and I should lay

But i need something to make my night

I need some cuddle to end this night

There’s an emptiness, when you’re not with me

You make feel better cause you’re my glee

You took me to a place, where I can live happily

Your smell feels like enchanted, surprisingly

You are always there to calm my night

A cup of you, hugs me tight

You’re not just a coffee that  I sip from a cup

Coz’ for me you are, a hug from a mug.

The hero without a cape

Feature Story

I want to feature  the “Worlds Greatest Tita Ever” She is BanBan Aquino, my father’s sister. A businesswoman, housewife, provider, O.F.W., breadwinner, full time mom and of course full time tita to me. I grew up with her since I’m in junior High School because of some family issues.She provides me everything and forgive my mistakes. To me, she’s like a mother and a father too but most of all that she’s my bestfriend too. Maybe God knows my parents will fail as a parents to me, that’s why she gave me a tita; a tita that is one in a billion and so rare to have. 

I knew we’re not the kind of sweet thingy, who says I love you all the time and give thanks for little things. Instead, we always fight over stupid things. You don’t know how thankful I’am to be your niece. Thank you for providing me everything, especially for the values that you innate to me. 

"Be strong all the time, whatever happens God has his purpose."

"If you think you’re right, fight for it. Make a stand on it and fight until you can."

"When others do bad things to you, forgive them."

Those are the words that you keep on reminding me of. What I really love about you was your humility. That’s the thing that want to have from you. I know that, that’s not inheritable because that’s a choice. But because of you, I’am challenge more to be a good and nice person. YOU are a inspiration tita. :) One day, I promise you that you’ll be proud  of me not because I’am a successful but because of the values that you innate to me. You always remind me that maybe I'am not your child but “I’am your product”.  You are my hero without a cape. 

If I’m going to die, I don’t want you to be my tita anymore. Because I want you to be my child. So I can raise you the way you raised me. :)

An Unexpected Path

An Unexpected Path

“ Sometimes the wrong choices bring us to the right places.”

Hi! Let me first introduce to you myself as a student. I’am Aira Rose V. Aquino, a not so good a not so bad kind of student. I’m just a typical student who do random things inside the classroom. When I was in Elementary, my mother was always in my school every P.T.A meetings because I got high grades (I’m proud to share this) My teacher always give me encouraging words like “You’re a good student!” “Keep it up!” and etc. Then when I was in High School. I had a mindset that I’am good student, I’m far more better than them. Then I began to have friends. We always had good times inside and outside the school. We don’t mind about our grades, we choose to live young, wild and free. I became teacher’s enemy, I always make fun of them. My mother was always at the guidance office for some offenses that I’ve done. There’s a point, that they will pass me as junior high school, if I will leave the school. :D I don’t know why I act like that, it’s not because I’m a rebel one. I just want to enjoy things while I'm young.

As I graduated High School. It’s a new chapter, I knew. It’s a new beginning for me. I had hard time in choosing my course. They said that criminology will fit to my character but I don’t want that. Then I choose Business Administration, but there’s no more schedule for that course. Then I end up choosing Bachelor of Science in Secondary Education. There’s something inside of me that tells me “What?! You’ll gonna be a teacher?” “No! They’ll laugh on you, when your friends knew it” “You’re not the type of teacher”. Unexpectedly, I take it as a challenge. It’s like I’m already here, so I should give a try. Honestly, at my first year in Education I already want to give up. Because of the lot of paperworks, reports and pressures in becoming a teacher. I already admit to myself, it’s a wrong choice I’am not gonna be a teacher. But I still try. In my second year, we had a subject Field Study. Where we will go in different High Schools in Marikina to observe. When I enter the room of my designated school. I saw different kind of students. There was a student there that I saw myself my exact me, a notorious student. Then I ask myself as I look at her. “Is that me? Why does she act like that?” Then I realized that she just need a teacher. A teacher that will touch not only her mind but also her heart. In my high school experience, none of my teachers act like that, they are just concern in my grade not with me. So I come up with the question of “Where we can find a teacher like that? Do they exist?” and at that moment a bulb appeared on my head and God tap my back. I realized the most unexpected words from me. “I’m gonna be a teacher, those students need me. Yes, maybe I’m not that smart. But I can assure them that they will be understood. Cause’ my purpose was to listen and believe in them.”

As of now, this is my last year in Education and I'm still a not so good and not so bad student but I'm now concern about my grade. :)

I always thank God, for all the realization and to my professors and friends that makes me happy despite of all the pressures. I will make a difference cause I’m a teacher. :) Maybe it’s a wrong choice but it was not a mistake because I believe that he is the one who put me, where I’am now. 

(This entry is for memoir.)

Forever Kicking Ass Together

Sometimes I look at my friends and think to myself "Where did I meet these crazy people?". But then i think "What would I do without them?"

I'm a friendly person, friendly as I can socialize with a lot of people and consider them as my friend in 30 minutes conversation. All of us have friends but what does a friend really need to take, for them to be called a "friend?". We have different standards, different qualities that we're looking for I want to introduce to you my friends (Ugh. correction?) My crazy friends is a better term for them. :) Let me also tell you what does a friend mean to me. 

"If you have crazy friends you have everything." -- a quote from anonymous person from the internet.

So does it means that I have everything because I have them?  Is that as easy as that? IN choosing my friends, I don't really have any standards or what so ever criteria for you to be my friend. There will be just something on you that we'll keep us together. That something? Honestly, I can't explain it through words because at some point in me I can just feel it, enjoy it and say to myself "She's my friend" as simple as that. My friends are annoying but I love them and I really do. I'am a lucky person to have them. They understand me the way i want to be understand, they provide me happiness that everyone's looking for, they knew my flaws and accept it without any hesitations. Maybe that's the reason why I have everything and God knows how thankful I'am for having them in my life. So to all my friends here's a not so short and not so long message for you:

To all my friends,

      You are not a friend, you are a family to me. You are my sister from another mother. You guys, is a home. So here's to the crap we talk, the guys we stalk, the laughs we can't stop, the gossip we spill, the conversation that is impossible to be understand by others, the beers we'd shared and the tears we'd shared to our mutual pain. We'll stay together through the years! 

        I won't leave, you won't be alone. We'll be forever kicking ass together. Thank you for everything!

Your friend,
Aira.